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Post by jasper on Jul 14, 2009 17:39:57 GMT -5
Jasper was in the Cullen household all alone. His wife and the rest of his pretend siblings were at school while his pretend father was at work at the hospital and his pretend mother was out somewhere. What was Jasper doing all alone you might ask. Well you see even if it was years after Bella first came to Forks Jasper was still having a hard time taking control over his cravings for human blood. In fact it was about a week ago that he had almost attacked a human during the lunch hour if it wasn't for Emmett and Edward holding him back. Jasper was really starting to get tired of this. Even his own adoptive son wasn't having such a hard time as he was having.
Jasper had no idea when his wife was coming home and to be quite honest he was starting to miss her dearly. He had no idea how long he had been at home for now. Carlisle had called in the school to inform then that Jasper wouldn't be there due to a certain illness. Of course he wasn't really ill he just needed to take some time to take control over his cravings again. That was it. Maybe some hunts with his wife and adoptive son here and there but Jasper knew that wasn't going to cover his entire cravings.
No of course not. Jasper was already starting to have a feeling that the rest of his family were planning a family vaction up to Alaska just for him. He hated this he just hated it and just wished he could gain control again. He wanted to be by his wife's side again. He wanted to wrap his arm around her during school hours and sit beside her during class. But as far as his luck was going right about now that was hardly going to happen. Laying back on one of the sofas in the living room he sighed softly as he stared towards the front doors just waiting for anyone to come home. |
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Post by ariel on Jul 14, 2009 17:57:34 GMT -5
Alice, was sitting in class, chewing on the end of her pencil. Her thoughts all revolved around Jasper. How was he doing? Did he run off? Was she alone? Soon, her thoughts became to overwhelming for her, and she stood up, walking over to the teacher. She told him, that she wasn't feeling well, and that she believed that she needed to go home. She knew that the teacher would believe her, and he did. She grabbed her things, and left. But before that she left a message for everyone else that she had gone home. She climbed into her Porsche, and leaned her head against the steering wheel for a second. She thought about calling Jasper, and telling him that she was coming home, but as she glanced down at her cell phone, she decided not to.
She put the car into gear, and checked behind her, making sure that no one could see her drive away, or get hurt. She pulled out of the parking space that had been deemed hers. Who would test the Cullens? No one, therefore they had their own designated spaces. She drove out of the parking lot, and headed for the Cullen house at top speed. She knew that she would be undetected from any cops, and even if she would be, she didn't care.
Once she neared the house, she sped the car up. As she pulled into the driveway, she slowed down, almost crashing into the wall. She wasn't paying attention, she was too worried about Jasper. She parked the car, and opened the door. She stepped out, and walked inside.
She saw him laying back on a sofa. And she knew that he had smelt her walk in. She gracefully walked over to him, and sat down on the arm of the sofa. "Hey, did you miss me?" She asked playfully. She had missed him dearly. And she wasn't afraid to admit it. She smiled at him. She knew what he was going through, and she knew that she had been the person that took him from everything he had ever known. She moved from the arm, and embraced him, burying her face into his shoulder. She wasn't looking for comfort, but she did want to offer comfort, and she knew that he would be okay if she was near him.
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Post by isabella cullen on Jul 14, 2009 19:34:27 GMT -5
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you had my heart and we'll never be worlds apart
MAYBE IN MAGAZINES BUT YOU'LL STILL
be my star. baby 'cause in the dark, you can't see
SHINY CARS. THAT'S WHEN YOU NEED
me there, with you i'll always share.
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Bella was so happy that she didn't have to attend school. Though basically all she did now was hide in the house or in the forest. If any of the town's people caught site of her they would definitely wonder why she hadn't aged a bit. Carlisle didn't want people to become suspicious. Neither did Bella. She didn't want to explain or have to move... again. It seemed like that was all they had been doing for the past few years. She was hoping they'd be able to stay in one place, at least for a little while. Even if she still worried about the secret being exposed.
Normally the family would wait a hundred years or so before they ever return to a place they once lived. They had to make sure that none of the town's people recognized them. If it weren't for Jacob's father, Billy Black, being ill, they'd probably still be in Brazil or whatever. Bella had lost track since she was distracted by Edward most of the time or just not paying attention.
Today she was in the little cottage that was Bella's and Edward's trying to find something to do. Which is why she stepped into her closet to look at all the clothes that ended up following her wherever she went. Most of the clothes seemed far too expensive to wear just around the house. She ended up sniffing up jeans and a shirt before grabbing some shoes and exiting the cottage. She decided to make her way to the Cullen's house. She didn't know who would be around but their had to be something to do. Seeing as she had no clue where Edward disappeared to.
She moved through the house, faster then a human could see. The speed was the best thing ever. Well, not the best but you get the point. She ended up in the living room when she stopped because she sniffed someone out. It was Jasper and Alice. "Hi," she whispered, knowing that Alice and Jaz would hear it as if she was talking normally.
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Post by jasper on Jul 14, 2009 22:48:20 GMT -5
Jasper's eyes were slightly red by the time he saw his wife. Due to the fact that he didn't have as much control as the rest of his family his eyes did turn slightly red like the way James', Laurent's and Victoria's did before they killed them all. He needed to go out for a hunt but he didn't trust himself to go out by himself like this. Not when he was this thirsty he needed one of his brother's there with him just in case he did try to attack a human his brothers could just hold him back no matter how hard he tried to fight them off. Though when he smelt her scent he tried to make his eyes go back to black so he wouldn't worry her to much.
When she walked over to him he just looked up to her with his pure black eyes. He was hungry for blood and was craving it really badly by now. Jasper hadn't feed all day since he didn't trust himself going outside into the forest alone. Slowly he reached over and took a hold of her hand in his own for reassurance. He was one of the main ones in the family who needed reassurance due to his horrible past. A past like Jasper's was hard to come by and get over but he knew he had his wife and his son and the rest of his family there to help him.
"Of course I did sweet heart" he spoke in his soft southern accent to her. Just looking up to her everything felt better when she was around. Though he still needed to feed and badly at that. If he didn't feed soon he knew their was going to be a very high chance that there might be a death of a human very soon because of him. That's when he gently pulled his wife on to his lap and looked over to Bella with his dark black eyes. His hands were formed into tight fists so he wouldn't break and lash out on the closet human. |
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Post by ariel on Jul 14, 2009 23:38:01 GMT -5
Despite having her face buried into Jasper's shoulder, she heard Bella clear as day. She lifted her head up to look at her sister-in-law. "Hey Bella" She said with a smile. She noticed Jasper's clenched fists, and her non-beating heart ached. She reached her hand out, and let it rest over his. She leaned her hand against his shoulder again, only this time she didn't hide her face away from the world. She almost forgot about Bella being there for a moment. She breathed out deeply.
"Hey, Jas, what do you think about, you and me, going on a hunting trip alone? A couple of days to ourselves?" She said, with an almost hopeful smile. She wanted to spend some time with him, just the two of them, together. She knew that she could keep him in line, unless she smelt human blood. She shook that thought from her head, and focused on the positive. She closed her eyes, and took in a deep breath trying to get her mind back on track. She then realized that they'd have to go somewhere away from human civilization, and the only way Jasper would get near a human, was if he went through Alice. And she would know if he was in his right mind, because if he was. He wouldn't hurt her. "What do you say? We could go away from all human civilization, and get you fixed up." She said, with a soft smile, while playing with her fingers in his.
She then remembered Bella, standing there. She turned to her. "So, Bella, how are you doing?" She asked, with her usual Alice smile. The smile that lit up her face.
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Post by isabella cullen on Jul 14, 2009 23:54:24 GMT -5
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you had my heart and we'll never be worlds apart
MAYBE IN MAGAZINES BUT YOU'LL STILL
be my star. baby 'cause in the dark, you can't see
SHINY CARS. THAT'S WHEN YOU NEED
me there, with you i'll always share.
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Bella said hi. Though she felt unsure as to if to walk away or not. She felt like she was interrupting their moment. She tried to scope out other people but none seemed to be around. Either that or they were being awfully quiet. When Jasper turned to face Bella, she felt really bad. His black eyes stuck out more then ever. "Oh Jaz! You should really go hunt," Bella said in a sisterly way. She worried about Jasper as much as the other family members. No one would ever top Alice's worry. Not ever. She knew how it felt to have a mate who hadn't fed. It was sometimes happens to Edward and Bella has to remind him to feed.
"Hey Bella"
Her eyes focused in on Alice when she responded back to her hi. "Hey Alice," Bella immediately smiled. The sound of Alice's voice could easily cheer anyone up. The sight of Alice cheered Bella up but that's because she knew Alice. Most humans feared all the Cullen's. It was a shame but it was probably for the best. Being close to humans could be dangerous. Bella proved that already.
"What do you say? We could go away from all human civilization, and get you fixed up."
Bella couldn't help overhearing. Really, she couldn't. Her vampire senses were definitely in tune. Besides, she was in the room anyways, kind of standing awkwardly, seeing as she couldn't find anyone. "That sounds like a great idea," Bella chimed in, hoping she was helping. They had to keep Jasper positive.
"So, Bella, how are you doing?"
Bella faced Alice again and smiled again. Alice's smile was in place and Bella couldn't help but smile. "I'm good, this time of day is pretty boring though. I hope the same goes for you." Bella replied to Alice, a thoughtful smile taking place on her face.
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Post by jasper on Jul 15, 2009 12:11:24 GMT -5
To be quite honest Jasper barely knew what was going on around him. Sure was able to hear his wife's and his sister in law's voice but he was to concentrated on trying to control his cravings and trying not to lash out on the closet human. Jasper did not want to kill another innocent human. He could remember all the ones he killed for Maria and just thinking back to her made him shutter slightly. Jasper never wanted to see Maria ever again. Just thinking about everything he did for her made him tighten his grip on his already tight fists. If he was still a human his knuckles would be cracking with blood by now due to how tight his fists were. Though when he felt his wife's hand lay over one of his fists it seemed like the grip on that one fist began to relax slightly.
At his wife's suggestion it seemed his fists began to relax even more. That was exactly what he needed to get out of Forks with his wife. That way he wouldn't be able to hurt a human let alone kill one. "I think that's exactly what I need" he spoke with his jaw clenched. It actually looked like he was in pain. But pain wasn't exactly what he was in he was just slowly loosing the battle against his cravings for human blood.
With his wife close to him it felt like everything was alright even if it truly wasn't. Jasper then slowly glanced up to his sister in law and sent her a weak smile. He could remember on her eighteenth birthday when she was still human that he almost attacked her if it wasn't for Edward pushing him back. He just wished he wasn't the weakest one in his family but that couldn't be helped and he knew that. Being in the life he had with Maria it did make him the weakest out of the Cullens. He then gently rubbed one of his thumbs gently over the top of his wife's hand before he placed a gentle kiss on to her shoulder.
"But where are we going to go the only place I can think of is Alaska and I think Carlisle is already starting to plan a trip up there for me" he told his wife softly. He hated leaving Forks so often due to having very little control over his cravings. But if his wife was there he knew it was going to be easier on him at least it was for the many years he had been with her. |
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Post by ariel on Jul 15, 2009 18:13:24 GMT -5
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Alice watched Jasper, for a moment, and she leaned against him, and embraced him as he shuddered. She guessed that he was remembering Maria. "It's gonna be okay." She let out in a voice that even to a vampire, would seem like a whisper. She smiled as he relaxed when her hand was over his. She sometimes wished that she had Edwards power, in times like this, so that she knew how to help the one she loved, as best she could. She didn't like guessing, and she could never predict what was wrong with someone at the moment. She could only see what would be wrong with them later. She gave her suggestion, quietly, and gave a small sigh in relief when he agreed that it would be good for him. She gently kissed his cheek.
She smiled at Bella, for both trying to help, and for wishing her a good day. "Thank you Bella. For everything." Alice could always rely on Bella to help her out, whenever she was at a loss. She watched as Jasper looked at Bella. She knew that he still remembered Bella's 18th birthday. It was kind of hard not to, Bella still looked 18, well almost 19, but still very close. She sometimes wished that they had either changed her earlier, or later. She hated having to remember that, because she knew how much Jasper had been hurt by that. Almost killing the girl that his brother loved, and a friend. She smiled as Jasper ran his thumb over hand hand, and kissed her shoulder, both actions pulled her from her thoughts.
As Jasper spoke about going to Alaska, and Carlisle planning a trip. Alice began searching her mind for a place to go, a place that would be away from everyone else. "We could go to Alaska, and just let everyone else know that we want to go alone. The Denali Coven is up there, and they could stay with them, while we get everything straightened out, or we could go somewhere else. Away from anyone we know." Alice, really didn't have a preference of where they went, she just wanted time with Jasper, and she'd be glad to go anywhere, just no where in the south part of the Continetal US. She'd go with him to Italy if he wanted to. "We have the whole world to explore." The school wouldn't notice, or care, if they were gone. The students might, but not the authority figures. To them, they were just other students. And, Carlisle was a well respected man, so they were safe through him. And even if they did get a few bad grades, it wouldn't take them long to get their grades up. Maybe a couple of days or so. She looked at Jasper, waiting for his opinion.
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Post by isabella cullen on Jul 15, 2009 18:47:01 GMT -5
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you had my heart and we'll never be worlds apart
MAYBE IN MAGAZINES BUT YOU'LL STILL
be my star. baby 'cause in the dark, you can't see
SHINY CARS. THAT'S WHEN YOU NEED
me there, with you i'll always share.
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Bella saw the small smile that came from Jasper. She felt so bad. She could remember her eighteenth birthday, when Jasper almost attacked her. She never blamed Jasper though. She blamed herself for being so reckless around a bunch of vampires. So utterly stupid. That was her luck though. Bella felt uncomfortable in the room, mainly because she felt like she was the reason the people in the room weren't at ease.
"Thank you Bella. For everything."
Nodding at Alice, Bella smiled. "That's what family's for," she replied, walking over to one of the other couches. She was hoping someone else would walk in, seeing as she couldn't find them. They would just have to come to her.
"We have the whole world to explore."
Drifting in and out of the conversation, she had to think of where she could find Edward, or Renesmee, even Jake at this point. She watched the door, wondering if anyone else would come home early from school. She knew Edward had to be somewhere but she couldn't find him. She could very easily text him or call him but she didn't want to interrupt him.
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Post by serena alexandra cullen on Jul 15, 2009 23:41:45 GMT -5
She had to get out. SHe couldn't stay here any longer. Not aroudn the humans. The only thing that was keeping her from attacking the humans was the sound of her fathers voice in her head. She smiled and raised her hand. SHe happened to be in math class right now. The teacher nodded and she asked if she could go to the nurse claiming she felt unwell. The teacher nodded and she gathered her things and walked out of the classroom. She walked down the hall and reached the main doors.
She wlaked out and into the cloudy gray skies. Her eyes now shone a brilliant red color because of how thirsty she was now. She put on her helmet and started her bike. SHe raced home. She reached the long driveway and started up it. SHe rode her bike into the garage and parked it. She turned off her engine and stood up and smiled, smelling the distinct scents of AUnt Bella, Aunt Alice, and Uncle Jasper. She left her helmet by her bike and hung her key on a small hook.
She walked in and smiled. "Hello Aunt Bella, Aunt Alice, Uncle Jasper. Aunt Bella, hunt with me now please?" She said emphasizing her point at the need to hunt. She settled herself on the couch next to her beloved aunt and smiled and hunger burned in her eyes. She clutched her stomach trying to get a grasp on where she was.
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Post by jasper on Jul 21, 2009 12:52:04 GMT -5
Jasper looked to his wife and slowly nodded his head. He knew it was going to be alright. But to be honest he didn't quite believe in himself yet. He just knew it was going to be all alright with his family there behind and beside him. Without them he would probably just fail and turn back to his old ways. But with his wife there and the rest of his family there for him he knew he was going to be okay. He just had to start believing it himself. "I know it's going to be all okay but it's only going to be okay with you and the rest of the family there for me" he spoke softly. His hands were kept into fists but they weren't as tight as they use to be. A small smile formed on his face at her kiss.
Jasper stayed silent as he listened to the three girls talk. Though he tuned back in when he heard his wife talking to him again. He looked down to her and was still fighting the redness out of his eyes. "I don't care where we go as long as we get out of here and far away from the humans" he spoke as his fists began to tighten again. If anything he needed to go out hunting in the forest first before they left. That way when they got on to the plane at least he would have his thirst under control until they landed.
Jasper then cuddled his head up into his wife's chest and took in her scent. It was just about the only thing that was keeping him at bay from running away right now. Jasper knew that if he ran off by himself right now there would be a high chance a human would be losing their life. If he went hunting he would need someone to go with him to keep him under control. |
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Post by jason alexander hale on Jul 23, 2009 15:55:14 GMT -5
Jason had been bored the whole day. He was wearing bluejeans, boots, and a white tanktop. He had nothing to do. He had already went hunting yesterday. He walked around Forks for a bit then moved to the forest. He went to the beach at La Push not caring if a wolf saw him. When he was absolutely bored out of his mind he decieded to go back to the house.
He took his time walking as slow as he could manage. He had to when around the humans. Their blood calling to him. His family thought that Jasons slate was clean. He was too ashamed to tell them that it wasn't. Jason had already killed two humans since being changed. He sighed.
He finally made his way home. He walked in to the house and saw his mother, father, and Serena. He smiled and said "Hey guys." He walked over to his mother and hugged her. He hugged his father and smiled at his cousin. "So what fine conversation are we having cause I am absolutely bored."
~sorry its so short guys~
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Post by serena alexandra cullen on Aug 3, 2009 9:29:23 GMT -5
Serena heard the door open and shut again. She saw and smelled her cousin enter the room. She smiled as he walked across the room and hugged her Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper. SHe breathed out a breath of being bored. Her eyes lit up at a thought that just flickered across her brain. Maybe he would want to go hunting with her. "Well, I actually couldn't tell you what they're talking about. You'd have to ask Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper about that." Serena said lightly.
Her face contorted into one of pain. it was the pain of hunger. She hadn't fed in over a week, not that anyone could tell. Her eyes weren't as red as that of a vampire that hunted on humans, but they were red enough. She coughed a bit to clear her throat. She needed to hunt badly, as she hadn't in a good while.
"Jason? I really need to hunt." SHe said widening her eyes as she said so. "Sorry to tear you away form this lovely conversation, but I have to hunt. I haven't hunted in over a week, and if I don't hunt soon, my thirst will become to unmanageable." She said coughing slightly. She rocked back and forth on either of her legs and groaned in pain, coughing even more.
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