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Post by aaron on Jul 20, 2009 14:07:26 GMT -5
Aaron sat on his bed in his bedroom of the Aquene house. His friends and himself had been invited to a party. A party that Aaron did not want to go to. But it seemed like his friends weren't going to let him be. They told him that if he wasn't ready to go by the time they go there they would drag him out of the house and trap him in the car so he wouldn't be able to get free. Ever since he had found out Bree had cheated on him Aaron had been more depressed then ever. He had never pictured a girl having so much of an effect on him but that was until Bree came along. His friends just didn't understand it he was still in love with her but he was still hurt by what she did to him.
He sighed softly as he looked down to a small photo album. Inside were a bunch of photos of himself and Bree and most of them were photos of them kissing. Aaron didn't understand why he didn't burn them already. He had to get over her or else he would be depressed forever and Aaron truly didn't want that. He was looking down to the photo of them kissing the day before she left when he heard a knock at the front door. Shaking his head Aaron took the photos out then made his way over to his living room tossing the photos into the fireplace and watching them burn into the flames.
Just watching them burn gave him a slight bit of happiness but only a bit of it. He then glanced over to the front door and sighed as he made his way over to it and opened it up. Once he did he looked out at his best friends and shook his head. "I'm not going guys I promised myself I would never go to another party" he spoke but before he could even finish his sentence his best friends just dragged him out of the house and over to the car. Aaron wanted out he couldn't go to this stupid party he wouldn't be happy there and he knew that but his friends just weren't listening to him as they drove off over to first beach.
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Post by bree danielle hardesty on Jul 20, 2009 17:01:52 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - i can't live without you, can't breathe WITHOUT YOU. I'M DREAMING ABOUT you. honestly, tell me that it's over. cause if the WORLD IS SPINNING AND I'M STILL LIVING it won't be right if we're not in it together.
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[/i]. That was the doorbell at a little bit before the sun finally set all the way. Bree lifted her head up from her pillow, wondering who the hell it was. Only her friends knew she was back in town, they also knew that she wasn't feeling very social. Especially at night. She knew it wasn't her mom because she had the key. Though it wouldn't surprise her if her mom forgot the key, her mom was such a ditz. Bree groaned loudly as she stood up to shuffle her feet over the floors to get to the door down the stairs. The doorbell continued to ring over and over again. Whoever it was, they sure were impatient. "I'm coming!" she yelled when she reached the middle of the stairs. She heard snickering and almost considered hiding under her duffel. She knew it was her friends on the other side of the door. SURPRISE! they all yelled when Bree opened the door. Bree looked at her friends as if she weren't amused. Mainly because she wasn't. She looked up to see a welcome home balloon. "No," she said, her eyes getting wide with fright. The blood felt like it drained from her face. "No, you're not taking me anywhere. No way." All her friends did was push her inside the house to help her get ready. Well, Bree wasn't going to have anything to do with getting ready. Except for maybe her makeup but she was stubborn about that. When her friends had finished up with Bree, they all smiled and said welcome home, now let's party. "You know I hate each one of you now," she looked at the three of her friends. She was of course joking but the sound in her voice could make her friends have to think about it. Aw, C'mon. It's gonna be fun. That's what she heard as she was pulled to the car. She complained the whole trip but that didn't break her friend's happy spree. When she looked out the window, she almost screamed at them to turn the car around. They were going to La Push of all places in Washington. "No, no. You better turn this damn car around," she yelled, softly, but still yelled. Her friends all laughed at her but continued the trip. Bree gave up, something she did when she knew she had no chance of winning. What are the chances of you running into him Bree? Like one in a million? her best friend asked as she kept her eyes on the road. They were almost at First Beach. "You're chances of making it out alive tonight is less then that," she threatened. Joking again but her voice would make you have a second thought about it. They weren't at the beach in no time it seemed. Why couldn't the car have broken down? Why did Bree even answer the damn door. Friends were pains in the asses. Hers especially. Did they think this was best? Bree stepped out of the car and was greeted by numerous people. Some she hadn't seen in forever. WELCOME HOME! they all greeted her. Bree wanted to bury herself under the sand at that point. She went around giving everyone hugs and chatting for a few seconds before being stolen away by somebody else. It was nice, she would admit but she had a feeling this wasn't going to continue. We picked the perfect night. It's supposed to be warm all night and no rain. So we won't have to end early. her friend explained in Bree's ear. All she wanted to do know was go pray to the rain god. The rainiest town in Forks and it decides not to rain when it needs to really badly. [/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] ( word count: six two nine ( layout&pic: me&photobucket ( inspiration: -shrugs- ( lyric creds: Over - Lindsay Lohan ( music: Jersey - Mayday Parade ( outfit: minus sweater and sun glasses ( notes: Well, I'm proud of myself.[/font][/blockquote]
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Post by aaron on Jul 20, 2009 17:45:33 GMT -5
Aaron had no idea who party it was tonight. All his friends said was it a party that they got invited to by some girls at the school and well his friends were forcing him to go even if he didn't want to go. A party was basically the last place Aaron wanted to go right now. It just sent memories of Bree down his spine and he didn't want to remember her. He could remember what his best friend Heidi Black had told him it was time to get over Bree for good. But how was he supposed to get over her when his friends were driving him to a party. He knew how much Bree loved to party. When they pulled into the first beach parking lot Aaron just hopped out of the car.
He wanted to run. Run away all the way back home and he would have done that to if his friends weren't dragging him to wards the large campfire and the large group that was on the beach. Aaron did a quick glance around the area that's when his eyes landed on Bree. Aaron gasped slightly as he pulled the hood of his sweater above his head and turned away from the group. He wasn't ready to face her and just seeing her after all this time it broke his heart it really broke his heart.
Aaron was able to hear the rest of his friends having a good time with the other girls but all Aaron wanted was to get out of here now. He was able to feel the hurt and anger building up inside of him. Hurt due to the fact that he was still hurt due to the fact of her cheating on him but anger to wards his friends for dragging him down here tonight when they knew he never ever wanted to see Bree ever again. Aaron just glanced off to wards the closet forest his hands forming into fists.
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Post by bree danielle hardesty on Jul 20, 2009 18:06:39 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - i can't live without you, can't breathe WITHOUT YOU. I'M DREAMING ABOUT you. honestly, tell me that it's over. cause if the WORLD IS SPINNING AND I'M STILL LIVING it won't be right if we're not in it together.
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Bree could party. She would usually be the life of the party. Tonight though, well she would be called the party pooper. Everyone started chanting limbo around her and she shook her head, stuck her hands out. She didn't want to party. She wasn't in a good mood. She wasn't in a party mood. "Guys!" she shouted, still being ignored no matter how loud she got, "No, I don't want to. I want to go home." Aw, c'mon. Go have some fun. her friend shouted back as she pushed Bree towards the limbo. Which was actually just a simple stick held by two people. She finally gave in and walked over, breaking the stick in two. People groaned but Bree didn't care. Game over.
Bree looked around in the night sky. She couldn't see anything though, or anyone. She just wanted to get away from all the people. She couldn't stand being pushed from person to person like a toy. Not to mention she absolutely hated being touched by unfamiliar people, ever since the... incident in California. "I'm... gonna go get my sweater out of your car," she told her best friend, grabbing the keys out of her hands. Her friend was completely clueless. All she was going to do was sit in the car until the party was over.
She kept her head down and walked fast. She didn't want to bump into anyone still arriving and have to talk and pretend she was having the time of her life. She wasn't. Plain and simple. She passed a lot of people but no one seemed to notice her, or from what she could tell. She was free to sit in the car.
When she finally reached the car, she grabbed her orange sweater out of the car and slipped it on, keeping the hood up. She placed her back against the car door before sliding down slowly, ending up sitting in a heap with her legs bent. Which is where she rested her head and just cried, her arms wrapped securely around her legs. She just wished the party would hurry up and end.
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Post by aaron on Jul 20, 2009 18:26:43 GMT -5
Aaron still stood in the crowd of his friends that's until his eyes darted around the party. Someone was missing and he knew straight away who it was. Of course at first he was glad it was Bree but then slowly his heart began to ache. This was her welcome home party and if anyone shouldn't be here it should have been him not her. Sighing softly he looked to his friends and shook his head telling him that he was going to be back in a few minutes. Aaron then made his way through the crowded beach and up to the parking lot.
His eyes slowly darted around the area until his eyes landed on Bree. Even with her hood up he was surely able to tell it was her. He then made his way through the cars and over to her. Once he was close enough he sat down beside her on the ground and wrapped a comforting warm arm around her and pulled her close allowing her to cuddle up into his chest. "Don't thank me for coming to find you your friends forced me to come look for you" he said simply. That was a lie of course Aaron hadn't actually talked to her friends at all this night and in truth he wanted to make sure she was alright.
This was her special night and if anyone wanted to leave it was going to be him in the end not her. Aaron then glanced back to his friends still partying at the beach before he looked back down to Bree. "You should really go back to your friends their been missing you" he spoke again.
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Post by bree danielle hardesty on Jul 20, 2009 18:46:30 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - i can't live without you, can't breathe WITHOUT YOU. I'M DREAMING ABOUT you. honestly, tell me that it's over. cause if the WORLD IS SPINNING AND I'M STILL LIVING it won't be right if we're not in it together.
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Bree sat there crying on the ground. It was better then faking happy at least. She didn't care if it took all night for the party to end but she wasn't going back. Nothing in the universe would make her go back because she didn't deserve to be happy. Life had been trying to tell her that since her dad died. She was one of those people who weren't allowed to enjoy life and as soon as they did, WHAM, bye happiness.
When she felt an arm wrap around her, Bree almost jumped and screamed. She still hated to be touched. It reminded her of that night all to clearly. It definitely wasn't the way she had imagined it and not with who she wanted it to be with. She even said no. That kind of stuff wasn't something you told your friends though when they're all hyped up on 'Ohmygod, how was it?' Bree hadn't screamed though, she held her self control. She couldn't tell who it was. It was too dark and her head was cuddled into his chest. She could tell it was a boy at least. A boy who was rather warm. It felt like a personal heater.
"Don't thank me for coming to find you your friends forced me to come look for you"
She knew who the boy was as soon as she heard the voice. There was no denying who it was. She could find her way through a storm just listening to that voice. She didn't care about what he had said at first. All she knew is that he was there. She didn't know how but really she didn't care. Maybe she could make things right. "Aaron?" she asked, just to make sure. She sounded out of breath. Only because her breath caught in her throat when she heard him talk.
"You should really go back to your friends their been missing you"
Bree shook her head 'no'. She wasn't going back to that party. Nothing would make her go back. She didn't want to be happy. She didn't deserve to be happy. She was perfectly fine crying, which she was still doing. A little harder now too since she could all too clearly remembered what she did to Aaron. Tears came faster down her face at that thought and she buried her face into her arms. She hated herself.
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Post by aaron on Jul 21, 2009 11:18:40 GMT -5
Aaron stayed silent as he was still comforting Bree. He had a feeling his friends knew where he went off to and who he went after so he knew they wouldn't come looking for him. Even if they did they wouldn't be able to find him due to how drunk they would be. Aaron just wanted Bree to be happy even if he was still hurt by her cheating on him she was the one that was supposed to be happy and him depressed that was the way it was supposed to be. But yet Aaron didn't understand why Bree wasn't happy. If someone cheated it meant they wanted to break the relationship but then why was Bree depressed he jut didn't understand it.
He sighed softly as he still comforted her and looked down to her. "Yes Bree your friends wanted me to come looking for you" he told her softly. Aaron hated seeing her cry so he brought one of his hands up to her face and gently whipped away her tears being very gentle not to mess up her makeup. Aaron then gently scooped her up into his strong arms and sat her gently on to his lap so she could cuddle better into his chest. Aaron had a slight feeling she was going to wonder why he was so warm but he was going to show her that later for now he just wanted to make sure she was okay.
When Aaron noticed her shake her head he sighed again then gently began to rub her back in small comforting circles. "Bree there's something I don't understand why are you all upset" he asked her softly. "If there should be anyone upset right now it should be me and to be quite honest I still am but that's not the point it's your party" he spoke again as he still kept her in his lap and in his comforting arms.
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Post by bree danielle hardesty on Jul 21, 2009 14:05:36 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - i can't live without you, can't breathe WITHOUT YOU. I'M DREAMING ABOUT you. honestly, tell me that it's over. cause if the WORLD IS SPINNING AND I'M STILL LIVING it won't be right if we're not in it together.
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"Yes Bree your friends wanted me to come looking for you"
Bree nodded, showing she got that part. She already knew he hated her. She'd broken his heart. She couldn't even believe that he was able to come talk to her. "I'm surprised you even did," she mumbled through tears and breaths, trying to calm herself down. She had been like this ever since that night. Crying all the time, always depressed. Probably one of the reasons her mom moved back to Forks because she had known Bree was always happy there. Not to mention California reminded her too much of her dad.
Aaron scooped up Bree and put her in her lap. She looked up at him with red shot eyes and dried up tears. How could he be doing this? He wiped some tears away and she looked away. "Please. Don't comfort me, I don't deserve it," she said, still looking away from Aaron.
"If there should be anyone upset right now it should be me and to be quite honest I still am but that's not the point it's your party"
Bree bit lip, looking for her lip rings that she had normally bitten down on but then she remembered she let the holes grow in when she moved back to California and pierced her nose instead while she was there. "I've been like this for months," she responded softly, as if that was explanation enough.
She broke down though. Everything just caught up. She couldn't stand herself anymore. "I hurt you. I'm a horrible person! I didn't mean to though, I didn't even want to. He made me though and ugh," she said in a flurry, beginning to cry again. She put her face into Aaron's chest, sobbing. She couldn't live with what she had done.
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Post by aaron on Jul 21, 2009 15:21:32 GMT -5
Aaron sighed softly at what Bree mumbled. He didn't even understand himself why he came looking for her. Her friends didn't force him to go though he was telling Bree that so he could keep his cover. "Well they wanted to make sure you were alright and they didn't trust anyone to come looking for you but myself" he spoke softly to her. Aaron was still all confused he was still madly in love with Bree but he didn't quite know if he was ever going to be able to get over the hurt she had caused him to give her a second chance at being his girlfriend. "Well your friends did have to convince me to come" he told her again.
When Bree looked away he sighed again as he looked down to her. "Bree listen to me would you look you deserve it okay someone as beautiful as yourself does not deserve to be depressed like you are now" he spoke again. Aaron couldn't believe he had just called her beautiful but he did. He wanted to show that he still cared about her. Not show that he was still in love with her just yet though due to the fact he didn't know if he could get over how hurt he was. His heart was still aching until this day and it wasn't mending either.
Aaron couldn't help but frown slightly when Bree admitted that she had been like this for months. It had been the exact same for Aaron except it was longer then just months it was over half a year and he still hadn't cheered up one bit. He understood exactly what she was going through at least with the depression part of it. He had no idea what it felt like to cheat on someone because Aaron had never done that before in his entire life. He had promised himself he would never hurt someone but by keeping that promise in the end he was the one that had gotten hurt.
Aaron stayed silent as he listened to the next few words that came out of Bree's mouth. But when she said that he made her do it he grew even more confused then he already was. "Bree what do you mean by he made you do it" he asked her softly. Aaron allowed one of his thumbs to run gently over her arms trying to calm her down. "Did he did he rape you" Aaron asked quietly.
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Post by bree danielle hardesty on Jul 22, 2009 16:18:57 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - i can't live without you, can't breathe WITHOUT YOU. I'M DREAMING ABOUT you. honestly, tell me that it's over. cause if the WORLD IS SPINNING AND I'M STILL LIVING it won't be right if we're not in it together.
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"Bree listen to me would you look you deserve it okay someone as beautiful as yourself does not deserve to be depressed like you are now"
Bree shook her head. She didn't deserve anything, or that's what she thought obviously. She felt like she was the worst person in the world. "Obviously life thinks differently because ever since age nine it's been trying to make me unhappy," she mumbled, you could hear the sadness in her voice. "And then I get happy and fuck it all up," she added to her previous sentence, putting her head into Aaron's chest again.
It was hard to admit she had been depressed for months. Nobody really knew that except for her mom. Only because she lived with Bree and could see it. "My mom didn't know what to do with me, I was a mess, even after the hospital," she rambled on. She felt so weak and insecure. What she wouldn't give for her bed right about then.
"Did he did he rape you"
She bit her life. She wasn't sure how to explain it. It didn't take long for her to respond though because her brain wasn't connected to mouth so everything kind of just fell out. "Yes, well, I mean, sort of. I told him no but he was too strong. Plus I was totally wasted and super weak so I just... gave up," she rambled, not even hearing what was coming out of her mouth. She did have enough brain activity to know not to tell Aaron that all she could think about was him. She broke his heart and she highly doubted he wanted to hear that. For all she knew, he was completely over her.
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Post by aaron on Jul 24, 2009 15:55:39 GMT -5
Aaron just stayed silent to every single word that came out of Bree's lips. He had no idea what to say anymore well that was until the last words came out from her lips. Hearing about what the boy did to her Aaron couldn't help but growl in anger. That just sent him over the edge. His body began to shake with anger but he knew one thing he had to get out of here before his transformation took place. Aaron didn't want Bree to know exactly what he was just yet. He had a feeling that if she did she would never want to see him again.
Aaron slowly looked down to Bree again. But could he leave her just like this he had no idea if he could. Aaron was still madly in love with her and if he just got up and left right about now it might give her the wrong idea and he didn't want to do that to her. He sighed softly as he slowly stood up and helped Bree up and off the ground with him still letting her cuddle up into his warm chest. "Bree come with me there's something you need to know" he spoke through his clenched teeth trying his hardest to hide his anger.
Aaron then glanced over in the direction of the beach and over to his friends and gave them a small wave letting them know that he needed to leave. With that he lifted Bree up into his strong warm arms and began to carry her in the direction of the forest. Aaron wanted to go as deep as he could so no one but her would be able to see him and what was going on. He made sure her head was still resting against his chest so no one would know that she was still crying.
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Post by bree danielle hardesty on Jul 25, 2009 22:57:39 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - i can't live without you, can't breathe WITHOUT YOU. I'M DREAMING ABOUT you. honestly, tell me that it's over. cause if the WORLD IS SPINNING AND I'M STILL LIVING it won't be right if we're not in it together.
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After everything she said, she could feel the anger coming off of Aaron. Panic rose in her body, scared that he hated her for sure. For getting drunk. For cheating on him. For leaving in the first place. She fucked up. "You hate me," she stated, her voice still full of sadness, "I'm so sorry."
Then she felt Aaron get up and then help her up. Where were they going? Was he going to tell her goodbye and then leave her? She wouldn't blame him though. She was a horrible person. She hated herself even. She looked up at Aaron's face and held her breath. She was waiting for the goodbye.
"Bree come with me there's something you need to know"
Bree wasn't sure what she needed to know. That's when the worst went running through her head. He's over me. He's so over me. She couldn't help but think those things because as said before, she wouldn't blame him. Only herself. She just nodded, waiting to follow him.
She was lifted into his arms though and carried toward the forest. She was curious and scared. What is going on? Her thoughts got jumbled to the point where she couldn't think. Her head was starting to hurt as well. She would need advil whenever she got home. She stayed silent though because she wasn't sure what to say or ask or do. She just kept her jumbled thoughts to herself, wondering when Aaron would tell her what she needed to know.
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Post by aaron on Jul 28, 2009 11:51:03 GMT -5
When Aaron heard the very first thing Bree said he quickly shook his head as he looked down to her still walking to wards the forest and still kept her in his strong warm arms. "I don't hate you Bree I can never hate you" he told her softly and truthfully. He knew by now she would be wondering why he was so hot. The last time she had seen him he had never been this hot well that was because the last time she saw him he didn't transform back then.
Soon enough Aaron decided to break off into a run so they could get there faster. Being what he was he was a faster runner then what he use to be when he was just a human. They were now far away from the party and deep inside the forest. He sat Bree gently down on a fallen log and moved away from her but he still looked over to her. "Do you still remember the tales of La Push that I use to tell you" he asked her calmly. Aaron had remembered he told her the tale about the blood suckers and the wolves but to her it was just a tale. She had no idea that what he told her was real.
Aaron was still able to feel the anger boiling up inside of him toward the guy that had raped her. That guy would end up dead if Aaron ever saw him. He knew how rape victims got and now Bree was one. Which meant she would get scared when someone touched her and when a guy touched her he would just scare her more. "The tale about the wolves and the blood suckers" he asked her calmly again as he just watched her and sat down on the ground.
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