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Post by aedee madison valentine on Jul 15, 2009 2:47:20 GMT -5
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Aedee had yet another sleepless night by her self in the large mansion on the edge of the forest in Forks Washington. Aedee usually never slept because of the nightmares that would occupy her dreams, she could never get away from them no matter how hard she tried so she just didn't sleep, she got enough sleep when she went to the hospital every day anyways. She had chemo at the forks hospital which she had started a few days ago. Today was going to be her first day as a sophomore at forks high school. She was nervous and she didn't even know why. She knew no one would like her, she was the depressed new girl, that didn't really stick her in with the popular people so she didn't even try, she dressed how she normally would every day because she didn't need to impress any one. She was figuring she would screw up and get sent away again, she was so used to no one wanting her that it hardly phased her.
She tugged on a pair of black skinny jeans and a gray and white stripped long sleeved shirt that hid the multiple scars up and down her arms. It was a frequent thing she did, it made her feel better. She tried to stop but that didn't really work well for her because she just relapsed twice as hard. Self mutilation was her biggest problem and her biggest flaw. She almost never wore short sleeved shirts because she didn't want any one to see the scars that laced her arms. Some old and fading, some still new and tender to touch. It was a daily thing for her, along with the many suicide attempts that ran threw her head on a constant bases. She couldn't help it, she was depressed all the time and the chemo just mad it worse. She hated her life and she wanted to end it more then anything but something or some one always stopped her and it sucked. She was so pathetic that she couldn't even kill her self right.
Walking out the door she pulled her black hoodie on and flipped the hood up over her dark brown straight hair. She didn't like all the rain that poured down non stop in Forks. Climbing into the drivers side of her black Lexus. She didn't like the car and she didn't have her license yet her new parents insisted that she drove it. They weren't even ever home, her new dad was always in Hollywood and her new mom was in Paris so it was like she was living alone. She was always alone, she liked it better then having to move to a different foster home every few months. That was one of the reasons she was starting as a 16 year old sophomore, she missed to much school switching and not really caring. When she parked she noticed that classes had all ready started and she really didn't want to go to Math. So she decided to side track into the empty music room.
She had her jacket pulled tight around her and she set her back pack down next to the piano bench. Music was the one thing that made her feel better, the one thing she could use to express her self no matter what. It was always there for her. She tugged off her jacket and rolled her sleeves up. She ran a finger over some of the newer cuts and winced a little with a sigh. She was surprised she wasn't put in a mental hospital yet, she was to self destructive. She placed her hands on the piano key's and started to sing. The door was cracked and she sort of hoped that no one walked by because by the time she was done, warm salty tears were rolling down her delicate pale cheeks. She hated her life. She wanted to be happy, she just wasn't sure how. She stayed in the music room till last period and headed out a little before the bell rang. It was raining again and she stood out in the court yard near the parking lot letting the rain soak her. She was happy like this. Cold wet and alone.
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[/color] COMPLETE WHO SINGS THOSE LYRICS?:[/color] Evan Brightly WHO ARE YOU PLAYING WITH?:[/color] Emmett Cullen WHERE ARE WE AT?:[/color] School HOW HOT ARE YOU?:[/color] outfit here!ANYTHING ELSE?:[/color] Kinda crappy sorry. click the word sing for the song. [/font] [/center] [/ul][/size][/size]
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Post by emmett dale cullen on Jul 15, 2009 11:59:11 GMT -5
Emmett leaned against the wall looking down at his shoes he was actually kind of bored for once and wanted something to do. But he was waiting here for a reason...Little S was riding home with him. Everything had been going well latly yes busy but quite well he and rosalie were happy. Him and his daughter were getting along having fun. He had taught her to listen to him when he said run from danger to do so he was glad and comforted about it. But something started bugging him he was not sure what. He looked up looking around him as if to see what it was but he only laughed at himself shaking his head. He was just being paranoid about thing he knew it at this point but sometimes he could not help it. He was glad things had cooled down the Voturi had not bothered them in how long now? There coven was growning so much now it was incredible. Emmett liked it it meant less threats for them even though he liked a good fight there were plenty of things to replace that with...right? He shook his head he had kept busy but Emmett wanted to do something and be useful to other people it might fill up his time less violence...except the occasional hunting trips he could go wild on. He looked up seeing the rain come down afrown appearing on his face that was the last thing he needed. He was covered by the building thankfully but he was not up going in the rain it was a No No for vampires it rejected them they were not of the living people might just suspect things. He looked arounf his dimly golden eyes resting on a girl in the rain. "Hey..." he said loud enough for her to hear him hopefully she was just standing there as if she wanted to get wet. Humans sometimes they did the most odd things but from the look of it the girl was upset or something he was not sure he stepped away from the building to the edge of the sidewalk still cover by the hangover above him. "You okay?" he asked curiously looking her over and that's when it hit him a smell it was...intoxicating what was it...Emmett shook his head. "Come over here where it's dry you'll freeze and catch some crazy illness if you stay out there." he held a hand out to the her wanting her to come out of the rain.
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Post by aedee madison valentine on Aug 3, 2009 13:55:45 GMT -5
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Aedee took a deep breath and closed her eyes as the cold rain fell over her flushed skin, it felt nice for the most part but she knew it would be bad if she got sick. Her immune system was so much weaker then a normal persons and it sucked because she loved the rain. It was one of those things where it was so natural and so beautiful that while you were watching it you never really realized just what kind of damage it could do. It could ruin an entire city with flooding, strand people or even drown them if it wanted to. Rain had the power to give or to take just like all weather did and to Aedee that was more then amazing.
Looking up the rain fell on her cheeks and mixed with the tears making it hard to tell if she was crying or if she just had rain on her face. When she heard someone call out to her she looked at the guy the voice had come from. When he asked if she was ok he nodded. "Yeah I'm fine." She forced a smile but it fell when he said to get where it was dry and she sighed and grabbed his hand and walked into the dry spot standing next to him shoving her hands in her pockets. She finally looked up at him and slid her hood down, her wet black curls fell down to her shoulders and she felt her cheeks blush a little bit. He was gorgeous and he looked like a football player or something. "I'm Aedee." She muttered and looked down at her converse, she didn't know why that was the first thing that came to mind to say but it was all she could get out at the moment. She used a dry spot on her jacket to wipe the water from her cheeks and take a deep breath.
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Post by emmett dale cullen on Aug 15, 2009 17:58:49 GMT -5
Emmett watched the girl carefully he had never had an issue with humans before. So he was not worried about it but the Cullens usually did not intermix much with then past school. Yes they saw them everyday but having a fun on conversation that was a rare thing. Edward was the only one who had actually pushed past that barrier even though everyone had told him not to. But then again one could only go so far to ignore poeple for so longer soemtimes a small conversation or a helping hand did no harm.
"Your sure? Standing out in the rain counts as a little out there...Some people actually catch colds from being in the rain." he said just making a large generalization. Even though he would never get sick from the rain it was a different story for human they were more siseptiable to disease unlike him he never had been sick in well since being changed. It was rather sweet how that world out because being sick rather sucked. Now faking being sick was a way more awesome.
"Nice to meet you Addee ,I'm Emmett." he said with a nod having let go of her hand from pulling her out of the rain. That was when it hit him other then the fact she was a gorgeous girl. That smell it was a wave that hit him he had never wanted a human before we he had but he had resisted temptation and had never tasted human blood. But this girls she was something different then anyone else. "So um...you either love rain or you want to get sick and miss school" he said glancing at the rain trying to ignore the undeniablely sweet smell of her blood. Now he knew what Edward had meant but Emmett was not about to be rude he had started talking to the girl no need to be rude and run off. He could cotrol himself after all right?
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