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Post by renesmee carlie black on Jul 28, 2009 11:15:13 GMT -5
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I am restless, and I keep trembling Everyone watches me as I descend Into a feeling that's overwhelming me, I finally stopped, stopped making sense
-------------------------------------------------------- i like bloody movies as well. He watched her gaze hit his wrist and he hid it behind his back. don't like, don't look She just smirked and started walking up the path, she hasn't been to the meadow in a while, since Jake had brought her up there for a pick nick one time, which really they didn't eat the food, they stargazed and had a little romantic scene going on. Hey at least it wasn't on the beach like last Friday. She giggled inwardly at the though of that and looked back at Cullen, Scary movies are alright, but i can't be alone and watch them. she said simply, it was true, she got scared real easily and she usually had Jacob there as a pillow to squeeze, and she usually squashed the crap out of him, but he continued to tell her he didn't mind at all. Pervert. She noticed He still had Cullen's tie, it was covered in blood but that didn't bother her, one of the ups about being a hybrid, you get over the smell of blood faster than vampires. This was a nice tie, I'm sure it could be washed and look brand new in no time. she smiled at him and handed it back to him.
really. it's nothing i can't handle. She just gave a look that said are you kidding? She shook her head and sighed, Cullen, i know your trying to be tough in front of a girl, she said, And i am pretty sure your arm is in pain from that cut. she finished. She knew it was throbbing she could hear his blood pumping through his veins, the rhythm his heart gave off, but something as odd about it, it was beating way to fast, which meant it was trying to get blood into another place he was wounded in. She turned back around to face Cullen and asked, Cullen? Are you sure that's the only wound you have on your body? she asked. If there was he must be covering it up somehow. She couldn't smell anymore blood but she knew something was wrong with him.
the meadow of course. He said when she asked where to next. She nodded her head and started up the steep hill bouncing lightly on the roots of the trees, she did have great balance but sometimes she was to clumsy for her own good. She landed lightly on each root careful she would tumble back down the hill.She looked back at Cullen an smiled, Coming? she asked and waited for him to catch up, she might be going a little to fast, since he was a human and all. if you don't want to tell me the truth, that's fine. i won't push on the subject She narrowed her eyes and looked away, It would be better if you didn't. she murmured and started hopping back up the hill till she made it to the top and took in the fresh air. they still had a while to go before they reach the meadow, it was just nice to be outside and not in a school stuck with kids. She still wondered why she agreed to come with Cullen, who was a complete stranger.
+.) Outfit: Boom! +.) lyrics: Run don't walk- hey Monday [/blockquote]
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Post by cullen zac anderson on Jul 28, 2009 20:03:56 GMT -5
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your Heart Shaped box, for weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black The path ahead just appeared the same as every other pathway around the forest. It was like the school halls all over again. Cullen wanted to growl and curse under his breath, but he held his tongue and continued forward. Scary movies are alright, but i can't be alone and watch them Cullen chuckled, well whenever your boyfriends too busy i'll be there for you to lean on or squeeze to death. heck you can even scream so loud you make my ears bleed.
This was a nice tie, I'm sure it could be washed and look brand new in no time. Cullen followed her gaze to his tie he still held in his palm. why am i still holding this again? Good question. He shrugged his shoulders, it's ok. yes it was a nice tie, but i have plenty others.
Cullen, i know your trying to be tough in front of a girl. Cullen smirked and spoke sarcastically, yes i'm on my knees trying so hard to act tough and impress you. Half true. He wasn't acting tough, he was. But he was trying to impress her to get closer. If it's not working that's fine- theirs always others to use.
And i am pretty sure your arm is in pain from that cut. True, his wrist was throbbing. However the pain wasn't the worst pain he's felt all day. a little, i'll admit. Cullen? Are you sure that's the only wound you have on your body? Instinctively Cullen place a hand over his scar along his lung. truth gets you further into her heart, but don't over do it. Cullen cleared his throat, yea. actually i do have another wound. but it's not as fresh as this one.
They continued down the trail and Cullen realized Renesmee was being carefully and watching out for roots sticking out from the earth to trip on. Cullen chuckled and karma hit back. Cullen tripped on a root but caught himself. ha-ha i think you rubbing off on me renesmee. He also realized how far ahead she was fro him. coming?
[/s] Cullen smiled and picked up his pace. It would be better if you didn't. Cullen nodded, then i won't bother you with any annoying questions. outfit:clickysong:nirvana - heart-shapped box[/blockquote]
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Post by renesmee carlie black on Jul 29, 2009 21:48:24 GMT -5
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I am restless, and I keep trembling Everyone watches me as I descend Into a feeling that's overwhelming me, I finally stopped, stopped making sense
-------------------------------------------------------- well whenever your boyfriends too busy I'll be there for you to lean on or squeeze to death. heck you can even scream so loud you make my ears bleed. If only he knew if she would squeeze him to much his eyeballs might pop out, or he might explode. who knew? Jake was a werewolf and it barely bothered him, at some points she would have to let go to let him breath. Hm, i'll remember that. she said with a small smile as she continued to twirl around as the sun danced off her skin, her skin didn't sparkle like the rest of her family, it just shown a odd, tan color. She was happy she could go out and not sparkle, which meant that no human would find her secret out. She would just say if she was a full vampire, that she got a tube full of glittered poured on her in Art class. Of course there is the chance that if i squeeze you to hard, you eyeballs might pop out. she shrugged, Or you would explode. she giggled, well, it was true.
it's ok. yes it was a nice tie, but i have plenty others. She smiled and took the tie lightly from his hands as he caught up with her, she examined it and looked back up at him, Well, it did seem like you liked this tie, alot. she said and a questionable way towards him. She could tell it was probably bothering him, to bad it was ruined, she couldn't put it in the wash, it would be to late. An idea unfolded in her thoughts as she traveled over to the creek that flowed from the mountain side and she dipped it in and started to scrub with a mossed rock. The stain came out perfectly, well, there was still Little there, but it wasn't that noticeable. here, no need to thank me. she put the tie over his shoulder and smiled before leading the way once again. yes I'm on my knees trying so hard to act tough and impress you. she just chuckled and said, it's not that easy to impress me. she warned jokingly. She sighed as she moved a branch away from her face.
[ ha-ha i think you rubbing off on me renesmee. She looked back and saw that he tripped, a wide smirk crossed her face, uh huh, of course. And how would i do that? a smile stretched across her face and she just chuckled again and gracefully twirled and grabbed onto a lower branch and swung herself up to sit on top of it. She had a clearveiw of an apple as she picked it and examined it. then i won't bother you with any annoying questions she narrowed her eyes and looked away. Good. was all she said, but it came out in more of a whisper. She threw the apple down at him, hoping he would catch it. if not it might hit him on the head and she would feel very guilty about it. +.) Outfit: Boom! +.) lyrics: Run don't walk- hey Monday [/blockquote]
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Post by cullen zac anderson on Aug 10, 2009 13:28:32 GMT -5
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your Heart Shaped box, for weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black
Hm, i'll remember that. Cullen smiled, still not sure if he was gaining any more friendship points or not. Perhaps you could call this a game in Cullen's eyes. The more 'friend points' he gets, the closer he is to finding research about the Cullen Family. Cullen chuckled about that. great, guess that means i have a shot. Cullen didn't show it. But he wasn't too sure if what he just said would run her the wrong way. I mean today's generation is more complex then back in the day.
Of course there is the chance that if i squeeze you to hard, you eyeballs might pop out. Cullen laughed. she must like to over exaggerate. Or you would explode. Cullen busted out laughing. He laughed so much his lungs started to hurt. Which brought the whole gagging blood an option. He grit his teeth and used a tree for support. ha-ha. well we'll have to see about that. He manged to tell her.
Well, it did seem like you liked this tie, a lot. Cullen shrugged, it's just a- Renesmee took his tie gently and rushed over to a near by creek. She dipped it in, and actually took her time to clean it. Cullen placed a hand on his mouth, feeling the sudden urge to barf blood. Lucky him she was busy washing his tie to notice. He cleared his throat, and kept his cool. here, no need to thank me. She placed the tie on his shoulder and lead the way again. Cullen's eyes narrowed as she walked away. this is taking too long. HE need to get information, and fast.
it's not that easy to impress me. tell me about it. your not an open book. ok, ok. i give. He smiled when really he wished to turn the other way and find a new victim. But something kept his feet moving forward and following Renesmee.
uh huh, of course. And how would i do that? Ok. Honestly the woods weren't his thing. He wasn't that good at multitasking. Cullen listen to her reply of "good." He shouldn't care but curiosity gets the best of people. Cullen caught the apple with ease and couldn't help but notice some force behind it. nice arm.
outfit:clicky song:nirvana - heart-shapped box
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Post by renesmee carlie black on Aug 11, 2009 11:12:58 GMT -5
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I am restless, and I keep trembling Everyone watches me as I descend Into a feeling that's overwhelming me, I finally stopped, stopped making sense
-------------------------------------------------------- great, guess that means i have a shot. She just smiled his way and smirked, A shot at what? she asked as her feet dangled from the tree and she bit into an apple. well of course it didn't taste as good as blood, but hey it would do. She had gotten most of Cullen's scent out of her nose from the last time he bled. She swallowed and made a face as she threw the apple farther in the woods. ha-ha. well we'll have to see about that. She frowned as he continued to cough and her vampire ears picked up something in his lungs. She knew he was hurt somewhere, she could smell dried up blood all over him. She gracefully jumped down from the tree and made her way over to him. She scowled at him and placed both hands on her hip, Cullen, if we're gonna be friends then you gonna have to start telling me the truth. she scolded and got the hem of his shirt and took it off of him, ah there it was right where his lungs are. she frowned and shook her head. Why didn't you see a doctor about this? This is gonna end up killing you Cullen. she sighed. He had been shot it seemed, the hole in his chest was big enough for a bullet.
When she did take his tie and wash it, she heard that gurgling sound coming from Cullen and the smell of fresh blood stained the air. She gritted her teeth an when she returned to Cullen she shook her head. That wound doesn't look to good, what happened? she asked, she knew some medical stuff, thankfully she had a grandfather who was an expert in this department. Of course she would take Cullen to Carlisle sooner or later, she knew he was in pain and she didn't like to see that. She sighed and pulled him over to a nearby tree and sat him down against his will, believe it or not Nessie was way stronger than any human. She sat down beside him and just stared at him and shook her head. you can tell me, i promise i won't tell a soul. she nodded, well of course, her vampire family had no soul so she could easily tell any of her family.
ok, ok. i give. She chuckled. Yeah she was easy to impress, of course there was jake who would always impress her. She smiled inwardly as she flashed back to that night, what was it? oh yeah Friday. When they were sprawled out on the beach, stargazing. well of course they didn't really stargaze all that much.... anyways. Alot of people tried to impress her, but she was just a hard cookie to crack, she is unable to hack. No need to give up on things, but you keeping this wound for so long without any medical surgery is not impressive at all. she scolded again, treating him the way she would treat her daughter Heidi. Of course Cullen wasn't her son, but Nessie was old enough to be his mother. She got a handkerchief out of her purse and wet it in the nearby stream. She pressed it against his chest to get all that dried up blood from the wound, she pulled out her first aid kit and knew Alice most likely saw this too. Sighing she pulled out the peroxide and smirked, This is gonna sting. she chuckled and put some on the handkerchief and pressed it against him, she heard the sizzling as the medicine fought out the infection. She pulled it away and shook her head, it still looked pretty bad. +.) Outfit: Boom! +.) lyrics: Run don't walk- hey Monday [/blockquote]
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Post by cullen zac anderson on Aug 11, 2009 14:29:16 GMT -5
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your Heart Shaped box, for weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black
A shot at what? Cullen smiled, being your friend. He decided to answer. He answered the question pretty fast too. Must have know she was going to ask, it's a predictable response. Cullen watched Renesmee suddenly jump down from the tree's ahead and towards him. now, what?
Cullen, if we're gonna be friends then you gonna have to start telling me the truth. Cullen laughed, what do you mean- His voice broke off when she grabbed the hem of his shirt and forced it off. hey! On instinct Cullen slapped her hand away. But it was too late, she already say it. Why didn't you see a doctor about this? This is gonna end up killing you Cullen Cullen dropped his apple and cover his wound with his hand. It's a little to late for that. it is killing me, he thought to himself.
That wound doesn't look to good, what happened? Cullen cleared his throat, feeling the blood staining his throat as he talked, it's nothing. just some mistake that's all. He hated talking about this. It was a mistake. His first when it came to killing. But he got the guy. Cullen smiled. Renesmee tugged him to a near by tree. wow, what- He was fighting her will to force him to sit, but it was useless. She was surprisingly strong. Cullen sighed, feeling defeated.
you can tell me, i promise i won't tell a soul i highly doubt that, Cullen thought. No need to give up on things, but you keeping this wound for so long without any medical surgery is not impressive at all. Cullen chuckled, darn. and I was so close, he muttered playfully. Renesme rushed to the stream to get something wet. Cullen could have used that time to get up, but his body was numb.
She came back with a handkerchief and placed it against his chest, he flinched a little since it was cold. she really cares...or is this her way of just being nice to someone like me?. Cullen narrowed his eyes, not in the mean way. This is gonna sting. Cullen knew it would, this wound was the only thing that could weaken a guy like him. She poured it on and he grit his teeth. He snatched her wrist to stop her from pouring any more. He face read that she wasn't happy to discover it was still pretty bad looking. Cullen laughed, which turned his stomach and he coughed. Cullen covered his mouth as he coughed and once he pulled his hand away- blood was on his palm. the doctors can't do anything. it's already killing me...renesmee.
outfit:clicky song:nirvana - heart-shapped box
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Post by renesmee carlie black on Aug 11, 2009 15:53:57 GMT -5
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I am restless, and I keep trembling Everyone watches me as I descend Into a feeling that's overwhelming me, I finally stopped, stopped making sense
-------------------------------------------------------- being your friend. She couldn't help but smile and chuckle a little at that, she really didn't have that many friends, well, except Jane of course, she was Nessie's bestest friend. She had only known Cullen for a hour, not long to actually become friends, but still. I could use another friend. She admitted as she shifted on the fallen log studying his wound, she knew it would be fixable, risky but he would be able to live if he got it taken care of. he had slapped her hand away when she took his shirt off, she glared at him and tsked. Cullen, didn't your parents ever tell you never to hit a girl? she scolded and she could tell it bothered him that she found out his secret, she could read people easily, she guess it came from her father. hm. She sighed and looked down at her feet they started to covered in leaves. one fell in Cullen's hair and she chuckled as she grabbed i and threw it away.
it's nothing. just some mistake that's all. Renesmee wouldn't push it at all, Cullen didn't push the subject earlier about her strength so she would do that to him, but you know what they say, curiosity killed the cat. Even though you really couldn't kill her. aha. Must have been some big mistake. she commented and her eyes were soft and gentle. I won't push the subject. But you need to take better care of yourself. she commented and sighed as she leaned on a tree. she pulled out a bandage from her first aid kit, you know that stuff that you wrap like your wrist or ankle in? that. darn. and I was so close She laughed with him and smiled with an amused look, You still have a chance, that just costed you alot. she shrugged and frowned when she saw him cough even more, she could hear the blood come up and she shook her head. It's not good when you start vomiting blood, I'm sure that doesn't taste good at all. she murmured, oh wow, well that was a lie, blood tasted amazing, but it was wise for him not know that she liked blood, or he might jump to conclusions that might be close to the truth. She has never tasted human blood, only animal.
As she finished drenching his wound in peroxide, he reacted quickly and snatched her wrist and the bottle goes right down to the floor. She glared at him and whisked her wrist away, he might have felt a little coldness to her skin, she wasn't as cold as her family, or as hot as her werewolf husband, but she was a little colder than a human even though her heart was beating way faster than theirs. Gosh Cullen, lighten up some, I'm trying to help you! do you really want to die? she growled, means streak, uh oh, that occurred only a couple times, but Cullen hit her nerve. She gritted her teeth and grabbed the wrap and started at his wound and wound it around his torso a couple of times and attached it there. and that's how you do it. She hated getting into his personal space like that, but she had to do what she had to do. She tossed his shirt to him and tried to ignore that look he gave her. the doctors can't do anything. it's already killing me...renesmee. She looked away from him and looked out into the woods, she didn't want him die, she just met him! He was her friend.....well somewhat. No, it's not. My Uncle is a doctor, he could find a way to help, I'm sure of it. she nodded and narrowed her eyes. there was a way, but he might not like it. Immortality. Carlisle said he tries to help people who don't have a second chance.....and would he do that for Cullen? She walked on and didn't turn around for him, still fuming a little.
+.) Outfit: Boom! +.) lyrics: Run don't walk- hey Monday [/blockquote]
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Post by cullen zac anderson on Aug 11, 2009 17:14:54 GMT -5
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your Heart Shaped box, for weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black
I could use another friend. Cullen just smiled his usual fake smile. Everyone could use a friend. Even Cullen. I mean he hasn't had a true friend in his entire life. The whole 'friendship' thing is complex for him. Cullen spoke in a whisper, everyone could use a friend.
Cullen, didn't your parents ever tell you never to hit a girl? Cullen wanted to laugh, but he held his tongue. No they haven't . My mom left when I was small and my father was busy teaching me to kill instead of manners. Cullen's gaze met the forest floor. He wished to see his Mother before he died. But knowing his Father, she probably wants nothing to do with him. Didn't anyone tell you to respect peoples space. He snapped back.
Must have been some big mistake. Cullen chuckled, close to it. I won't push the subject. But you need to take better care of yourself. Cullen sighed, there's no need since nothing can help me now. Cullen want her to understand her isn't going t live very long. That his life is ending.
You still have a chance, that just costed you alot. Cullen wasn't too sure what to make of was she said. So Cullen just shrugged and didn't respond. It's not good when you start vomiting blood, I'm sure that doesn't taste good at all. Cullen rested his head on the bark of the tree. He looked up at the tree(s) and his bangs covered his eyes. you'd be right.
Renesmee snatched her wrist back, and Cullen didn't fight it. She glared at him and spoke, Gosh Cullen, lighten up some, I'm trying to help you! do you really want to die? Cullen grit his teeth. Fuck it. He's tired of playing nice. He leaned forward and glared at Renesmee, I'm already dead Renesmee. I've already been checked and told I have nine months. Now I'm down to two, he snapped.
Renesmee began to wrap bandages around his torso. He felt a little hot, knowing she was the closest any girl has been to his body. She smelled great, and if he could blush- he totally would have. His heart just raced and he cleared his throat. No, it's not. My Uncle is a doctor, he could find a way to help, I'm sure of it Cullen grit his teeth, I'm dying Renesmee. Theirs nothing you can do! I know your trying to help, but theirs no use. Cullen wanted her to find a way to help, since he doesn't want to die. He's always thought of life after death, but he was going to hell.
Cullen through his shirt on and used the tree to help him stand up. Cullen stared at the forest floor again. this isn't going at planned. He was all about following his plan, but this has gotten out of hand.
outfit:clicky song:nirvana - heart-shapped box
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Post by renesmee carlie black on Aug 11, 2009 20:00:00 GMT -5
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I am restless, and I keep trembling Everyone watches me as I descend Into a feeling that's overwhelming me, I finally stopped, stopped making sense
-------------------------------------------------------- everyone could use a friend. She heard him whisper and pretended she didn't, mainly because he would ask how she heard that, and what would she say? oh yeah, i have vampire senses that heighten all my sensing! i can even hear how rapid her heart is pounding! Nah, she would never say that, Although she desperately wished she could inform Cullen about her vampire family. Then maybe, just maybe she would find a way for him to survive, most likely Immortality. There are so many ways you could live Cullen, so many. if you would just see a doctor now then maybe there would be a possibility, she said, If money is the thing stopping you, then i could handle that for you. she suggested. she could spend money on something as simple as that, they were filthy rich they had no idea how to use it. Thank you carlisle and Esme. Alice used it all for clothes. But that was Alice, Renemee used it for Jake, how he kept busting up his shirts, she had to buy him new ones weekly, he suggested T-shirts, and so that's what she got him which barely cost anything.
Didn't anyone tell you to respect peoples space Nessie flinched a little, she rarely got yelled at, and when it did it usually bothered her, but she quickly wiped that look of shock off before returning it with a scowl. More than you know. she said simply, yeah she has seen 30 years flash by in a blink of an eye, she had way more wisdom then a simple human who had only seen 17 or 18 years. there's no need since nothing can help me now. She gritted her teeth and sighed, Cullen, do you not have an ounce of Optimism in you? I've only know you for a couple of hours and i already got you figured out. Your such a Pessimist! you don't want anyone to help you and you have no faith in yourself! she said a little to loudly as she whipped back around and started to move up a little more. She hated negative people. They bugged her, they hated everything and anything in the world. If Cullen didn't want her help, and if he didn't want to live, well that was his choice, she isn't gonna waste her time talking to practically air.
I'm already dead Renesmee. I've already been checked and told I have nine months. Now I'm down to two She rolled her eyes and stopped at a nearby tree and glanced out in the deep forest. I am not gonna waste my time trying to get you to change your mind! if you want to die, and if i can't change your mind, then go ahead. she retorted. And crossed her arms, leaning against the tree. She inhaled deep breaths and sighed out loud as she turned around on her heels and stormed to him. You know your the one guy who makes me like this, i usually never act this way, but your just twisting me the wrong way. I'm sorry. she said and turned her head away from his eyes, her brown eyes searched the woods. When she was wrapping his torso she could tell that he had suddenly become nervous with how close she was to him, he must have never been around that many girls growing up. She had heard his heart pounding like a drum. I'm dying Renesmee. Theirs nothing you can do! I know your trying to help, but theirs no use. She just sighed and placed a hand on his shoulder, Cullen, I'm not gonna fight with you anymore.....Lets just drop it. she suggested with a shrugged and returned her arm to her side.
+.) Outfit: Boom! +.) lyrics: Run don't walk- hey Monday [/blockquote]
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Post by cullen zac anderson on Aug 12, 2009 10:14:11 GMT -5
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your Heart Shaped box, for weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black
There are so many ways you could live Cullen, so many. if you would just see a doctor now then maybe there would be a possibility. Cullen looked down at his wound and sighed, closing his eyes. fine. i'll go to the damn doctor and you can see for yourself they can'tdo anything. she doesn't know the bullets still in my lung, and if they pulled it out I will die instantly.
If money is the thing stopping you, then i could handle that for you. Cullen chuckled to what she said. Money was in no way the issue. If it was Cullen would easily steal some green. But He's accept the fact that he's dying. He may not like it, but he understands. Cullen's gaze returned to Renesmee's face.
More than you know. Cullen's eye's furrowed. What was that suppose to mean? Cullen wanted to escape this place. Forks was great at first but it has it's share of annoying people. Cullen sighed and covered one of his eyes with a free hand.
Cullen, do you not have an ounce of Optimism in you? I've only know you for a couple of hours and i already got you figured out. Your such a Pessimist! you don't want anyone to help you and you have no faith in yourself! Cullen eyes widened a bit to what she said. know me? He grit his teeth before he snapped at her again, you know nothing about me! Nothing. Cullen had it confirmed in his head that he would have no one help him, since it was useless, and they would surely become a victim if they got too close.
I am not gonna waste my time trying to get you to change your mind! if you want to die, and if i can't change your mind, then go ahead! Cullen smirked and whispered to himself, that's what i want. She was giving up on him? Good. Maybe they can finally move on, literally. Cullen's not so sure about sticking around to get information. There were plenty of victims to choose here, just not enough time.
Cullen began following her lead. Why? Good question. Maybe he felt like he could go back to the school, or his hotel room, or life back their. That maybe if he moved forward he would find something he's been searching for. Pas, yeah right. Cullen noticed Renesmee storming towards him. His feet stopped and went to reverse as she went forward towards him. His back hit the same tree he was sitting at and she shouted, You know your the one guy who makes me like this, i usually never act this way, but your just twisting me the wrong way. I'm sorry Cullen didn't feel like thinking before he spoke, sorry? don't be I get that a lot from people.
Renesmee placed a hand along his shoulder and Cullen could feel a bit of coldness. Every time she touched him she felt colder than usual. Maybe she's the devil who brings Cullen to hell. Cullen chuckled to that bizarre thought. Cullen, I'm not gonna fight with you anymore.....Lets just drop it. Without thinking, and without control of his body, Cullen leaned forward and kissed her. It wasn't a pop kiss either. It was deep, and Cullen surprised himself that he did that, and even more surprised to what he said next, now we can drop it. He smiled, what the fuck just came over me?
outfit:clicky song:nirvana - heart-shapped box
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Post by renesmee carlie black on Aug 12, 2009 17:59:12 GMT -5
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I am restless, and I keep trembling Everyone watches me as I descend Into a feeling that's overwhelming me, I finally stopped, stopped making sense
-------------------------------------------------------- fine. i'll go to the damn doctor and you can see for yourself they can't do anything. She nodded and smiled victoriously. Her brown eyes watched him and she desperately wished she could see what was going through his head, his thoughts about her, and the whole situation. She should have inherited her father's gift, except she got this gift that doesn't even do anything. sure she had a great memory, and she can show them by a single touch if she wanted to. She could touch Cullen and show him her whole life history if she wanted to, and she would have to say a thing. Or Nessie could be extremely mean and show him images that he thinks he thought and make him more excited about seeing the doctor. Trust me, Carlisle is a great doctor, probably better than the doctors you saw, because i believe you have a chance to live. she nodded and leaned her back on the tree as she twirled the apple around in her hand, taking in the scarlet red color it was, but the hits of crimson and yellow. That seemed similar, like a red eyed vampire and a golden eyed. weird. and somehow Nessie was stuck in between the two eye colors. she did want to taste human blood, but she was scared she would get to hooked on it and go on a massacre.
you know nothing about me! he snapped at her, and she kept her face composed, but you could tell the flinched a little at it. She pursed her lips and looked down, Yeah your right, then tell me what i should think about you. she narrowed her eyes at him and waited for her answer. The air was thick with silence and the quit continued on and Renesmee hated the silence. This moment seemed awkward, so she cleared her throat and threw the apple on the ground. After her admitting that she gave up on trying to convince him that he had another chance at life, she heard his whisper, which seemed more like him talking normally to her, that's what i want She bit down on the inside of her cheek so she couldn't say something about that, then she would have to explain how she heard it. She could tell he didn't want any help, and no matter how hard she tried, she could get him to want to live, when there was many ways for him to live through his injury.
sorry? don't be I get that a lot from people. she shook her head, No, not me. i don't count as some of those people. she said, she looked up at his face, and she could tell he was battling something consciously, she was about to ask what when she was taken aback as kissed her. she was so shock at this she felt stunned, his kiss was no small one it was big, she got those kind from her Jake, they kissed like that all the time, unable to keep their hands of each other, like a teenager. but Cullen was a teenager. She was about to push him away when she tasted something so sweet it sent her head swimming. Blood. he must have had some blood on his lips. She knew her eyes had already changed their color to black and dark. never in her life has she tasted something as sweet as Human blood, it drove her crazy and she wanted more. She struggled with her conscious. And suddenly Jacob's face popped in her mind, his calm and loving features, his eyes held nothing but love in them, and then when she mentally reached for him, he disappeared. She shook her head opened her eyes as she parted from him, her mouth hung open in a ' i can't believe that just happened way'. when she did open her eyes she had found her hand wrapped around his neck. No. She regained herself and started to feel a little dizzy, her body still wanted blood, human blood.
She shut her eyes tight and sunk her head in her hands. She looked up and at Cullen, Cullen......i...i just. she stammered, I can't Cullen, I'm in love with Jacob, i can't do this. she told him and moved her eyes away from his face, I shouldn't have.... lead you the wrong way. she murmured. God what has she done?! Jake would surely feel somethings wrong and find her here with him. She felt terrible, she knew she didn't intetually kiss him back, the blood...if it wasn't for that she would have pushed him away. She blamed herself for everything.
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